aysh
amanda yew
a.y.s.h@hotmail.com
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 6:17 PM
shucks. im sorry.
im sorry i lied to you.
im sorry you dont know i lied to you.
im sorry i cant tell you what i lied about to you.
im sorry you have to find out the hard way that i lied to you.
but i cant let the world judge me on this one. im keeping this secret to myself this time round. but the world doesnt actually realise how hard it is to stop myself from crying & telling the whole world why.
but i cant let the world judge me on this one. im keeping this secret to myself this time round. but the world doesnt actually realise how hard it is to stop myself from crying & telling the whole world why.
its not that i dont have friends to trust. of course i do. & they absolutely rock. but this time its alright to be alone & not have someone tell me "its okay", because i know it isnt but i'll survive.
i know i know, secrets are meant to be told & all.
but think about it this way.
i tell person A this secret & tell her not to tell anyone else.
then person A goes to person B & tells her the secret & tells her not to tell anyone else.
then person B goes to person C & tells her the secret & tells her not to tell anyone else.
then person C goes to person D & tells her the secret & tells her not to tell anyone else.
& on & on & on.
& then the whole world will know.
you probably get my point now. but im not accusing anyone of anything. its just my way of thinking & everyone else out there has a right of choice. its called democracy.
anyway.
tmrw is when commen tests officially start. & by the way, im blogging only to destress. so today after school, a bunch of us stayed back to revise social studies in class. it was helpful, & leaves me with about one more chapter to study for ss.
my classmates are love. they make me smile so hard my face hurts.
can you see how hardworking we are? we actually wrote out all the stuff we need to know on the whiteboard.

comic strip.
introducing ALEX, the murderer. & her accomplice.
& the victims, DREA & SHA.

first, alex & her accomplice comes out with an evil plan & decides to carry it out immediately.

she then rapes drea!
first, alex & her accomplice comes out with an evil plan & decides to carry it out immediately.
she then rapes drea!
& then, feeling the urge to do something evil-er, she picks up a sciccors when she saw sha.

& then she brutally stabs sha to death!
& then she brutally stabs sha to death!
& then she smiles evily & spasticly to herself.
the end. =)
oh, happy 15th my dearest unice.
& i love you too.